Again, I will be honest with you, I’m exhausted.
After three weeks of lead teaching – with spring break in the middle – I’m exhausted. But not for the reasons I thought I would be. A lot of things came more easily this time than my last lead teaching time. Thinking of lessons, homework assignments, quizzes, and logistics – it’s all become more manageable which is very comforting. I can also say that the evaluations and people coming in and out of the room has become less noticeable and a lot less stressful, even the kids are used to it now.
What has exhausted me is most has been the kids. They’ve spent all year working hard and they know the year is winding down so they are a bit more maintenance than they used to be which is to be expected. The saving grace has been the rituals and routines we have been enforcing and using all year. Having the structure that they are used to helps combat the craziness.
Lead teaching time has again helped me to see the benefit of being in the classroom for an entire year versus just a few months like traditional teaching programs. Being in the school the entire year has given me experience with my students at every stage they’ve been at. I feel now like I will be more prepared for my first year and also know what to expect at every stage.
Another important thing that takes a lot of energy is my job hunt. I go from resident, to looking for a teaching job in my very own classroom. Denver Teacher Residency has prepared us well. In class, we had several weeks of preparation, including résumé review, interview tips, a principal panel, and mock interviews with our field managers and fellow residents. This preparation made it so when we got interviews we weren’t as nervous and weren’t caught off guard by the questions. Once the jobs started posting, we started applying and from there we got interviews because we are already part of the district and therefore sought after. I am very excited about my position next year!

Remember learning to ride a bike? Not the months of cruising around with training wheels, but the pivotal moment when they were removed and your mom or dad sent you rolling down the street for the very first time on your own…
Lately, we’ve been talking about “interesting” things in Room 120. Interesting words. Interesting details. Interesting facts. A lot of interesting stuff, actually.
I never realized how much of a control freak I must be…until my DTR resident took over in the classroom this week! It’s been a very tough adjustment – handing over the reins to a room I’ve always handled on my own. I’ve been trying (really, really trying!) to keep away from the classroom and just let my resident do her thing. But, man, it’s only Day 3 of her lead teaching and I feel like I’m going slightly crazy. I miss teaching!
January brought a ton of changes to Room 120! We’ve been hard at work since coming back from Winter Break and I have been amazed at how much my kiddos have grown in just this short amount of time. 
I joined the Denver Teacher Residency program knowing that I would learn a multitude of things from my lead teacher. I also knew I would gain invaluable knowledge from other experienced teachers, the program staff, and my own teachers. So far this has held completely true. What I did not realize was how much I would learn from my students, and how that knowledge would teach me more about the teaching profession than anything.
The countdown to winter break is almost over, with a much needed break for the students and teachers alike. I’m looking forward to having time to visit family and friends, ski, read for pleasure, and rejuvenate. I feel like I’ve been going non-stop since August and will appreciate the quick breath to refocus before the remainder of the year.

My four-week lead teaching experience
This was the mantra I used every day of my four-week lead teaching experience. On some days, the levels of anxiety I took on along with the responsibility of running a classroom dictated the course of my day. But on most days, I was able to utilize the momentum I was gaining and the mindfulness I relied upon to surpass that apprehension and fully enjoy every moment with my students.
For maybe the first time this year, I felt like a real teacher. I had the time and opportunity to learn from my own mistakes, experiment with pacing, instruction, and differentiation, and really learn from my students’ reaction to the lessons day after day. I came out of the role of lecturer and became more of a facilitator of learning in the classroom.
I also learned how to separate professional obligation from my family and home life. I became more involved in my students’ lives through lunch tutoring, attending events, and helping them learn how to advocate for themselves. Some of them opened up to me in a way I had not yet experienced this year in my role as a “student” teacher.
Lead teaching really made me that much more excited to start teaching next year!